Experienced one of the scariest weeks in my life. Hopefully it is over. So many things happened. Made me think. a lot. cry. a lot. and set priorities right. Time and again I am reminded that I am all alone. I want those whom I love wrapped in a thick blanket of love. Sadly, they don't get it from anywhere else but me. They are wonderful people who deserve so much better that this. At times, I feel it would be better to go off somewhere you don't know anybody. I know I sound selfish, but I do need a break. but not just yet. Right now, I don't know if I should even consider taking one.

hoping and praying for things to be better soon,
me.